LOSER LOSER, DOUBLE LOSER, WHATEVER, TAKE A PICTURE, DUH!

1.Put your ipod or windows media player on shuffle
2.For each questions, press next button to get your answers
3.You must WRITE DOWN THAT SONG NAME DOWN no matter how silly it sounds!


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My friends see me as : FOR A PESSIMIST, IM PRETTY OPTIMISTIC (lmfao)

My make-out song is: YOUR BODY IS A WONDERLAND (slut haha)

My day will be like: THE REASON

I'll have a good day if i can just hear: VALENTINE'S DANCE TANGO

Next time I'm in front of a crowd, i'll say: 7 THINGS

My message to the world has always been: I HATE THIS SONG (!!!)

Somewhere in my wedding vows, i will include: CRUSHCRUSHCRUSH (yahaha)

My best friend is like: SOMEDAY WE'LL KNOW (know what?)

My alter-ego is: LET ME SIGN

Right now, i feel: GOING UNDER (dammit!)

My innermost desire is: MAKE IT MINE (yay!)

What makes me happy is: HALF ALIVE

My birth was like: BREAKEVEN (lmao)

My theme song: FLIGHTLESS BIRD, AMERICAN MOUTH

If i reached the top of the mount everest, i would scream: BEWARE OF THE DOG (wtf!)

My favourite thing to do is: FEARLESS

The story of my life is: MAYBE (what?)

When i'm drunk i say: FALL FOR YOU

Behind my back, my friends think i'm: LOVE STORY (lol)

If i got lost on a desert island, i would yell: THESE WORDS (f*ck, damn, sh*)

When i'm in the shower, i sing: FULL MOON

My love of life was inspired by the song: BEST I EVER HAD (rite!)

Highschool was like: I CAUGHT MYSELF (for being such a dorks lmfao!)

My family is described by the song: IF I WERE A BOY (wth?)

How will you die: OVER IT

To cheer myself up, i: DECODE

another same-stupid-things. Why? because ILOVEIT!!

If someone says "this is okay?"
you say?
.The reason

How would best describe your personality?
.Leave out all the rest

What do you like in guy/girl?
.Bet on it

How do you feel today?
.These words

What is your motto?
.New classic

What do your friends think of you?
.Teardrops on my guitar

What do you think about very often?
.Unwell

What is 2+2?
.I just wanna live

What do you think about your best friend?
.This is real this is me

What do you think of the person you like?
.Say ok

What is your life story?
.Never think

What do [did] your parents think of you?
.White horses

What will you dance to at your wedding?
.Love story

What will they play for you at your funeral?
.Over it

What is your hobby/interest?
.Goodnight and goodbye

What do you think of your friends?
.We cry

What's the worst thing that could happen?
.Do you realize

How will you die?
.Material girls

What is the one thing you regret?
.I hate this song

What makes you cry?
.We are broken

Will you ever get married?
.Go all the way (into the twilight)

What scares you the most?
.Someday we'll know

Does anyone likes you?
.Bella's lullaby

If you could go back in time, what would you change?
.Let the flame begin

What hurts right now?
.Breakeven

What is the best thing about you?
.The man who cant be moved

What is your favourite song for dancing?
.My immortal

What song will be playing when you meet your true love?
.Hot and cold

What is your alter ego?
.Easy

What is your biggest secret?
.Best i ever had

What do you want to be when you grow up?
.Going under

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
.Eyes on fire

What is your life's purpose?
.For a pessimist, im pretty optimistic

What will you post this as?
.I kissed a girl

ATTENTION FOR ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!

DOAIN GUE YAA BUAT SENEN BESOK SMP HARI JUMATNYA KRN GUE AKAN MENEMPUH UAN!!!!!



5 HARI UNTUK SEUMUR HIDUP! DAMN IT!



WISH ME LUCK!!!!
GBU ALL!!!!

random playlist--song that i've listened to now.

• paula deanda ft lil wayne-easy
• taylor swift-teardrops on my guitar
• taylor swift-you're not sorry
• taylor swift-our song
• taylor swift-white horse
• taylor swift-fearless
• taylor swift-you belong with me
• drew seleey ft selena gomez-new classic
• plain white t's-1234
• lil mama ft chris brown & T pain-shawty get loose
• taylor swift-forever and always
• taylor swift-love story
• perry ferrell-go all the way (into the twilight)
• the script-we cry
• matchbox 20-unwell
• ost another cinderella story-valentine's dance tango
• debussy-claire de lune
• evanescence-going under
• yiruma-river flows in you
• robert pattinson-stray dog
• robert pattinson-let me sign
• robert pattinson-i'll be your lover too
• paramore-crushcrushcrush
• paramore-we are broken
• the script-breakeven
• john mayer-your body is a wonderland
• iron&wine-flightless bird,american mouth
• carter burwell-bella's lullaby
• paramore-let the flames begin
• paramore-for a pessimist, im pretty optimistic
• the script-talk you down
• the script-the man who can't be moved
• lady gaga-poker face

Quotes by bella POV part IV

• It was nice to be alone, not to have to smile and look pleased, a relief to stare dejectedly out the window at the sheeting rain and let just a few tears escape

• Hasn't anyone ever told you? Life isn't fair

• I do a good a job of blocking painfull, unnecessary things from my memory

• I'm not afraid of needles, I'm afraid to close my eyes

• Good luck tended to avoid me

• I tried to be diplomatic, but mostly i just lied a lot

• Forks was my literally my personal hell on earth

• I'm pretty crazy about him

• I couldn't resist him in anything

• Don't i taste as good as i smell?

• It was against the rules for normal people -- human people like charlie and me -- to know about the clandestine world full of myths and monsters that existed secretly around us. I knew all about that world -- and i was in no small amount of trouble as a result

• Staring into his eyes always made me feel extraordinary -- sort of like my bones were turny spongy

• I want to be a monster too

• It's a bit late for me to worry about who i fall in love with

• I love him. Not because he's beautiful or he's rich! I'd much be rather he weren't either one

• What is a valid reason for someone to love someone else? Since apparently i'm doing it wrong

• I don't care who's a vampire and who's a werewolf

• I wanted to moan a little bit like any other teenage girl

• I am a neutral country. I am switzerland

• I was frustrated. Against my better judgment, i was still human

• I knew exactly what i wanted, but i was suddenly terrified of getting it

• I'm not that girl, edward. The one who gets married right out of high school like some small-town hick who got knocked up by her boyfriend!

• I hate being babysat

• I don't want to be happy with anyone but him

• I punched a werewolf in the face

• I was selfish, I was hurtful. I tortured the ones i loved

• Two futures, two soul mates .. Too much for any one person

• It had not been Edward and Jacob that i'd been trying to force together, it was the two parts of myself--Edward's bella and Jacob's bella but they couldn't exist together, and i never should have tried

• I'd had more than my fair share of near-death experiences; it wasn't something you ever really used to

• Ugh! Why can't you just read my mind already? It's so incovinient to be a mental mute!

• This child, edward's child, was a whole different story. I wanted him like i wanted air to breathe. Not a choice--a necessity

• I didn't need the air. My lungs weren't waiting for it. They reacted indifferently to the influx. I did not need the air, but i liked it

• I guess my brain will never work right. At least I'm pretty

• I thought i wouldn't feel this way for a long time? but i still want you

• He was mine. Nothing could ever separate him from me now

• My old mind hadn't been capable of holding this much love. My old heart had not been strong enough to bear it

• I took mythology a lot more seriously since I'd become a vampire

• I had never seen a vampire drop anything by accident. Ever

• I didn't know how to cry in this body; i couldn't do anything but stare

• I was the only person in the world who could lie to edward

• I would not live without edward again; if he was leaving this world, then i would be right behind him

• My shield has holes, edward!

• Now you know. No one's ever loved anyone as much as i love you

Quotes by bella POV part III

*Clearly, today was going to be nightmarish

*It felt like the heat of my anger should physicaly burn him, but he only seemed more amused

*My mom always said that i was born thirty-five years old and that i get more middle-aged every year

*Stupid, unreliable vampire

*It doesn't matter to me what you are

*And how long you've been seventeen?

*Dont laugh--but how can you come out during daytime?

*So what you're saying is, I'm your brand of heroine?

*There was no way around it, I couldn't resist him in anything

*Are you ever going to tell me how old are you?

*Just give me a minute to restart my heart

*Can i have a minute to be human?

*I'd never seen him struggle so hard for words. It was so.. human

*Are you sure you won't vanish in the morning? You are mythical, after all

*He laughed, and then began to hum that same, unfamiliar lullaby, the voice of an archangel, soft in my ear

*I'm not afraid with them. I'm afraid they won't.. like me.

*I doubted there were any etiquette books detailing how to dress when your vampire sweetheart takes you home to meet his vampire family

*Don't i taste as good as i smell?

*I was not finished kissing you. Don't make me come over there

*I'm pretty crazy about him

*If it weren't for you, I would be rotting away in the forks cemetry

*Why didn't you just let the venom spread? By now i would be just like you

*You'll never catch me betting against alice

*I'm not afraid of needles, I'm afraid to close my eyes

*I felt like i was trapped in one of those terrifying nightmares, the one where you have to run, run till your lungs burst, but you can't make your body move fast enough

*What was so great about mortality? Being vampire didn't look such a terrible thing--not the way the Cullens did it, anyway

*College was plan B. I was still hoping for plan A but Edward was just so stubborn about leaving me human

*Why are you so masochistic?

*What's the worst that can happened? I flinched. That was definitely the wrong questions to ask. I was having a hard time breathing right. Okay, I thought again, What the worst I can live through? I didn't like the that question so much, either

*Surely, Edward can wait a year. What was a year to an immortal? It didn't even seem like that to much to me

*Maybe i just wasn't in the mood for normal human behavior today

*I was hurting everyone today. Was there anything i touched that didn't spoiled?

Quotes by bella POV part II

*Where are you is the right place for me

*You're the very best part of my life

*I don't care! You can have my soul

*The waves of pain that had only lapped at me before now reared high up and washed over my head, pulling me under, i did not resurface

*The prince was never coming back to kiss me awake from my enchanted sleep. I was not princess after all. So what was the fairy-tale protocol for other kisses? The mundane kind that didn't break any spells?

*It was heaven--right smack in the middle of hell

*If i was in hell, you wouldn't be with me

*Of course i love you--and there's nothing you can do about it!

*The fairy tale was back on, prince returned, bad spell broken. I wasn't sure exactly what to do about the leftover unresolved character. Where was his happily ever after?

*If only i could be struck by lightning and be split in two. Preferably painfully

*Why didn't anyone ever try to kill me when i wanted to die?

*How can we be friends, when we love each other like this?

*sometimes it was so easy to forget that i was kissing a vampire

*Im a little worried about edward.. Can vampires go into shock?

*Did you know that 'I told you so' has a brother, Jacob? His name is 'Shut the hell up'

*So, who's going to catch me a grizzly bear?

*Well, i'm starving, so I'll bet he is too. Let's go for it. My first vampire act

*You have the most beautiful voice in the universe. Who wouldn't love it?

*The whole imprinted-werewolf-gives-the-object-of-his-imprinting-whatever-she-wants thing was getting old pretty fast

*Did vampires ever do anything absentmindedly?

*Surely it was a good way to die, in the place of someone else, someone i loved. Noble, even. That ought to count for something.

*When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it's not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end

*If i was being honest with myself, i knew i was eager to get to school because i would see Edward Cullen. And that was very, very stupid

White horse by taylor swift --- really great song!

Say you're sorry, that face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As i paced back and forth all this time
Cause i honestly believe in you
Holding on, the days drag on
Stupid girl, I should have known
I should have known..


I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around


Baby i was naive, got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings, now i know


I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around


And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like i always wanted but I'm so sorry


Cause I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world , that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror dissapearing now
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now


Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late to catch me now

1,2,3,4 by Plain White T's (i <3 this one XD)

1,2,1,2,3,4

Give me more lovin' than I've ever had
Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely gettin' mad, I'm so glad I found you
I love bein' around you

You make it easy, as easy as 1,2,1,2,3,4

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you
I Love You
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do
I Love You

Give me more lovin' from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Best that I've had, I'm so glad that I found you
I love bein' around you

You make it easy, as easy as 1,2,1,2,3,4

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you
I Love You
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do
I Love You

You make it easy, as easy as 1,2,1,2,3,4

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you
I Love You
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do
I Love You
I Love You
1,2,3,4
I Love You

random post!

Okay, so what you have to do is put your iPod or iTunes on shuffle and write the first line of the first 25 songs that pop up, no matter what they are. Can you guess the tittle and the artist?


1. i can feel the colour running

2. im over your lies

3. how can i decide what's right

4. now i will tell you what i've done for you

5. what a shame we all became

6. do you realize that you have the most beautiful face

7. no sir, well i don't wanna be the blame

8. you know how much you want him

9. oh baby don't you know i suffer

10. all the single ladies

11. i've always been a kind of girl that hid my face

12. you change your mind like a girl changes clothes

13. i'll be your man

14. i'm hot you're cold

15. i've been living with the shadow overhead

16. i knew your eyes in the morning sun

17. i'm coming out of my cage

18. i'm on the corner

19. i wanna hold 'em like they do in texas plays

20. all day staring at the ceiling making

21. ninety miles outside chicago

22. what ya been doin

23. im in the bussiness of the missery

24. i am outside

25. standing by a broken trees

I LOOOOOOOOVE THIS ONE!!! :D

I'll stay up till---TWILIGHT---to see the---NEW MOON---and if im lucky i'll see the---ECLIPSE---at---BREAKING DAWN---and the whole time, im sitting with you under the---MIDNIGHT SUN---






this is very AWESOME!!!
4 thumbs up for people who making this..
Yay! Love twilight saga til death!

im an average teen :)

What do you have:

[x]mother
[x]father
[]step-mother
[]step-father
[]step sister
[]step brother
[x]brother
[]brother in law
[x]sister
[]sister in law
[]half sister
[]half brother
[x]nephew
[x]niece
[]boyfriend/girlfriend
[x]mobile phone
[]own bathroom
[x]own room
[]have/had a swimming pool
[]have/had a hot tub
[x]guest room
[x]living room
[]own computer
[x]own TV

total:11

[x]full size/queen bed
[]more than 8 pairs of shoes
[x]mp3 player/iPod
[]PS2/3
[]nintendo DS
[]gameboy/advance
[]gamecube
[]xbox/xbox 360
[]wii
[x]your own laptop

total so far:14

[]basketball net/hoop
[]air hockey table
[]pool table
[x]pingpong table
[]fooseball table

total so far:15

[]night stand
[x]stereo in bedroom
[x]dvd player in bedroom/portable

total so far:17

[]go shopping at least once a week
[]expensive cologne/parfume
[x]AIM/msn
[x]camera on phone

total so far:19

[]go cart/car/quad
[x]guitar/drum/bass guitar
[x]piano/keyboard
[x]any other instrument
[]been on a cruise
[x]traveled out of the country
[]traveled out of the continent
[]had a personal trainer
[]expensive jewelery
[x]met a celeb

total so far:24

[x]straightener/curling iron
[]have been to batting cage
[]have $100 on you right now in your pocket/wallet
[]credit card/atm card/debit card/bank card
[x]have a TV
[x]mirror in your room

total so far:27

[x]window in your room
[]been to paris
[]been to rome
[]been to bahamas
[]been to mexico
[]been to jamaica

total so far:28

[]parents have a car
[]have owned/own a jetski/boat
[]had/have camper
[x]been to 3+ states
[x]80+ buddies on facebook/myspace

total so far:30

[]one cooked meal almost everyday
[]been in a limo
[]been in a helicopter
[x]own a camera
[]have been to disneyland/world

total:31

[]1-22:ghetto
[x]23-33:average teen
[]34-39:spoiled teen
[]40+: upper class snob

silly

THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
1.ayu
2.ayra
3.beyonce

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
1.24 januari
2.2 april(hehehe)
3.30 june (ed birthday! <3<3)

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
1.facebook-ing
2.msn
3.Studying rwwr

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1.internetan
2.Singing out loud and do the silly dances lol
3.reading!

THREE PERSONS YOU MISS SO MUCH:
1.Dika
2.my friends
3.you

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1.Porsche 911 turbo/volvo S60R :D
2.being vampire!
3.The latest cellphone and it must be limited lol

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1.Reading
2.Watching dvds
3.Chatting&facebook-ing

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
1.FORKS!
2.hollywood
3.greece

THREE FAVOURITE DRINKS:
1.mineral water
2.Chocolate milk
3.milkshake chocolate

THREE THINGS YOU FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
1.books
2.stationeries
3.earphone

THREE FAVOURITE COLORS:
1.pink
2.White
3.Black

TOP THREE HANGOUTS:
1.dufan
2.MOI
3.Gramedia

TOP THREE PERSONS YOU LOVE SO MUCH:
1.families!
2.Dika
3.edward cullen :D

TOP THREE WHO DO YOU THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
1.Mustn't edward cullen
2.Not jasper hale
3.Definitelly not emmett cullen

SPECIAL TO YOU:
1.Families!
2.my awesome fanpires friends! & my bestfriends
3.the twilight saga

TOP THREE REASONS YOU ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
1.I am stupid
2.Bored
3.a little bit crazy

I'm a freaky pimp with a sexy smile who ate an easter egg because i have amazing boobs LOOOL!!

What color/kind of socks are you wearing?
[]red = loud
[]green = stupid
[x]none = freaky
[]fuzzy = gorgeous
[]yellow = innocent
[]purple = a little too happy
[]black = emo
[]stripes = funny
[]gray = skanky
[]pink = preppy
[]light blue = sweaty
[]other = hot
[]white = sexy


what kind of pants are you wearing?
[]shorts = cutie
[]skirt/skort = skank
[]corduroy = homosexual
[]tight jeans = scene kid
[]ripped jeans = emo
[]cammo = cage fighter
[]jeans = prep
[x]pajamas = pimp
[]cargo = clown
[]sweats = athlete
[]boxers = brat
[]shorts = female
[]capris = gangster
[]nothing = hoe
[]dickies = weirdo
[]bikini bottoms = tiki girl
[]other = sex addict


what is your natural hair color?
[]auburn = that everyone wants to make out with
[]blonde = with a broken heart
[x]black = with a sexy smile
[]dark brown = with a hot boyfriend/girl friend
[]red = that likes to have fun
[]brown = who loves to be different
[]dirty blonde = with sexy eyes
[]bald = with herpes
[]other = with a nice ass


pick the month you were born on:
[x]1 = who ate
[]2 = who needed
[]3 = who killed
[]4 = who shot
[]5 = who killed
[]6 = who smoked with
[]7 = who banged
[]8 = who ran shirtless with
[]9 = who got stabbed horribly by
[]10 = who cuddled with
[]11 = who slept with
[]12 = who ran naked with

pick the day you were born on:
[]1 = a lover
[]2 = a dog
[]3 = a shoe
[]4 = a toothbrush
[]5 = santa claus
[]6 = the trojan man
[]7 = a prostitute
[]8 = barny the dinosaur [pedophile]
[]9 = a porn star
[]10 = the kool-aid man
[]11 = a bag of weed
[]12 = a vibrator
[]13 = a horse
[]14 = a lesbian
[]15 = a stripper
[]16 = a glass of milk
[]17 = a jew
[]18 = a homo
[]19 = a pickle
[]20 = a dildo
[]21 = a homeless guy
[]22 = a whore
[]23 = my crush
[x]24 = an easter egg
[]25 = a jar of honey
[]26 = a condom
[]27 = a bowl of cereal
[]28 = a french fry
[]29 = your dealer
[]30 = your socks
[]31 = your grandma


pick the color of the shirt you are wearing:
[]white = because i love marijuana
[]black = because im sexy as hell
[]pink = because the lil people told me to
[x]blue = because i have amazing boobs
[]red = because im a pimp and your jealous
[]polka dots = because i hate my life
[]purple = because I'm gay
[]gray = because i got dared
[]other = because that's how i roll
[]green = because I'm good in bed
[]orange = because i smoke crack
[]turquoise = because i have noodle in my nose
[]brown = because i had to
[]shirtless = because I've got abs
[]aqua = 'cause the 306CBZ kick ass with

Now post this as "I'm a..."

roleplay is (not really) fun

whoop whoop kaching!!
hello!


Back again!
I'm gonna tell you about my latest activity.


From sunday, i decided to making new facebook for roleplay.
Roleplay is we play as our favourite characters.

And because of my huge love of the twilight saga, i decide to roleplay as bella. Im not really love her much so i combined with alice for about 55-45.
And whoop.. Im making new one and i named her Anabella marie swan.
i described her look like kristen stewart a.k.a bella(its because i can get the picture for my roleplay easily). But she loves to party and her fashion style just like alice.. but her characteristic same as bella swan and me; clumsy, accident-prone and shy.. so i just make this characters perfect!

first day when i played, i felt very happy.
Second day, i felt bored
and then this day, i felt so bored than ever!

idk why this happen.. maybe its because i just making it when everyone making it for 1-2 months ago and now they already had chemistry. But the most annoying things that i cant adaptated very well so they just ignore me. i felt very sad :(
they even didn't write on my wall before i write on them, didn't tagging me a photo and notes.. And i don't had bf/fiancee/husband because it looks like no roleplayer guys are single now. poor me and it's very suck!! Looks like i don't belong there but roleplay is already taking my life now.. I don't even checked my real acc now.

*sigh* idk what to do. i just tried to fit in but it looks like i failed.. what should i do?

happy birthday boy!

tomorrow is dika's 18th birthday :)

idk why i still cant forget him. How stupid i am!
He's already had new gf now but... i still never willing that.
Its just maybe because i already know that he loved me, but i pretend it never happen because im too shy to admit it that i feel the same way too..

Now when he's already gone, i just realize that i miss him so much!! and i don't know how to do :(
i just cry and cry over and over again and conscious that i can't have him forever!


How stupid i am!


i really missed his touch, his softly voice, his laugh and everythings in him i missed!! Looks like its just bad dream that left in my head and becoming a big hole in my world (lol idk but it seems like this part is same like edward leaves bella but different surface)
Should i do something reckless and stupid like bella? LOL ofc no because dika isn't knight in silver volvo like edward who does stupid things like asked volturi to kill him because me. And i regret if now he even care if i died :(

I guess that's enough. I don't want to make a hole in my heart even bigger because it seems like it can be healed although might needed time until i find someone..

bye!
love ya and happy birthday my amoeba boy!! <3<3

xxx

Quotes by bella POV part I

*i stared because their faces, so different, so similar were all devatastingly, inhumanly beautiful.

*he was dangerous. He'd been trying to tell me that all along.

*His voice is like melting honey. I wondered what edward was doing now, and trying to imagine what he would be saying if he were here with me.

*Could the cullens be vampires? Well, they were something..

*when i thought of him, of his voice, his hypnotic eyes, the magnetic force of his personality, i wanted nothing more than to be with him right now.

*I turned and he was leaning toward me, his pale, glorious face just inches from mine. My heart stop beating.

*About three things i was absolutely positive. First, Edward was a vampire. Second, there was a part of him---and i didn't know how potent that part might be---that thirsted for my blood. And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.

*He grinned his crooked smile at me, stopping my breath and my heart.

*People are predictable. But you.. you never do what i expect. You always take me by surprise

*His cold touch on my skin never failed to make my heart thud erratically.

*Edward in the sunlight was shocking. I couldn't get used to it, though I'd been staring at him all afternoon. His skin white despite the faint flush from yesterday's hunting trip, literally sparkled, like thousand of tiny diamonds were embedded in the surface.

"and so the lion fell in love with the lamb.." *what a stupid lamb* "sick masochistic lion"

*He hesitated---Not in a normal way, the human way. Not the way a man might hesitate before he kissed a woman, to gauge her reaction, to see how he would be received. Perhaps he would hesitate to prolong the moment, that ideal moment of anticipation sometimes better than the kiss itself. Edward hesitated to test himself, to see if this was safe, to make sure he was still in control of his need. And then his cold, marble lips pressed very softly against mine.

*I love you. I always love you, no matter what happens now.

*I heard my favourite sound in the world:Edward's quite laugh, weak with relief

*You are my life. You're the only thing it would hurt me to lose

*I may not die now. But i'm going to die sometime. Every minute of the day, i get closer. And i'm going to get old.

*I'm betting on alice

*Like everything in life, i just had to decide what to do with what i was given

*His face was smooth, unreadable. but there was something wrong with his eyes---something he was trying very hard to hide. I felt a spasm of unease in my stomach

*I'd rather die than be with anyone but you.

*He smiled my crooked smile, and then he disappeared into the darkness

*I was halfway asleep, maybe more, when i realized what his kiss had reminded me of: last spring, when he'd had to leave to throw James off my trail, Edward had kissed me goodbye, not knowing when---or if---we would see each other again. This kiss had the same almost painful edge for some reason i couldn't imagine

*I always want you

*I had to keep moving. If i stopped looking for him, it was over. Love.. Life.. Meaning.. OVER

*It was depresing to realize that I wasnt the heroine anymore, that my story over

*I was not allowed to think of him. That was something i tried to be strict about. Of course i slipped; I was only human. But i was getting better, and so the pain was something i could avoid for days at time now.

*Between pain and nothing, I'd choose nothing.

*Forbidden to remember, terrified to forget; It was a hard line to walk.

*As he never existed? That was insanity. It was promise that he could never keep, a promise that was broken as soon as he'd made it

*I wanted to be stupid and reckless and i wanted to break promises. Why stop at one?

*Did you know, that you're sort of beautiful?

Quotes by bella POV part I

*i stared because their faces, so different, so similar were all devatastingly, inhumanly beautiful.

*he was dangerous. He'd been trying to tell me that all along.

*His voice is like melting honey. I wondered what edward was doing now, and trying to imagine what he would be saying if he were here with me.

*Could the cullens be vampires? Well, they were something..

*when i thought of him, of his voice, his hypnotic eyes, the magnetic force of his personality, i wanted nothing more than to be with him right now.

*I turned and he was leaning toward me, his pale, glorious face just inches from mine. My heart stop beating.

*About three things i was absolutely positive. First, Edward was a vampire. Second, there was a part of him---and i didn't know how potent that part might be---that thirsted for my blood. And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.

*He grinned his crooked smile at me, stopping my breath and my heart.

*People are predictable. But you.. you never do what i expect. You always take me by surprise

*His cold touch on my skin never failed to make my heart thud erratically.

*Edward in the sunlight was shocking. I couldn't get used to it, though I'd been staring at him all afternoon. His skin white despite the faint flush from yesterday's hunting trip, literally sparkled, like thousand of tiny diamonds were embedded in the surface.

"and so the lion fell in love with the lamb.." *what a stupid lamb* "sick masochistic lion"

*He hesitated---Not in a normal way, the human way. Not the way a man might hesitate before he kissed a woman, to gauge her reaction, to see how he would be received. Perhaps he would hesitate to prolong the moment, that ideal moment of anticipation sometimes better than the kiss itself. Edward hesitated to test himself, to see if this was safe, to make sure he was still in control of his need. And then his cold, marble lips pressed very softly against mine.

*I love you. I always love you, no matter what happens now.

*I heard my favourite sound in the world:Edward's quite laugh, weak with relief

*You are my life. You're the only thing it would hurt me to lose

*I may not die now. But i'm going to die sometime. Every minute of the day, i get closer. And i'm going to get old.

*I'm betting on alice

*Like everything in life, i just had to decide what to do with what i was given

*His face was smooth, unreadable. but there was something wrong with his eyes---something he was trying very hard to hide. I felt a spasm of unease in my stomach

*I'd rather die than be with anyone but you.

*He smiled my crooked smile, and then he disappeared into the darkness

*I was halfway asleep, maybe more, when i realized what his kiss had reminded me of: last spring, when he'd had to leave to throw James off my trail, Edward had kissed me goodbye, not knowing when---or if---we would see each other again. This kiss had the same almost painful edge for some reason i couldn't imagine

*I always want you

*I had to keep moving. If i stopped looking for him, it was over. Love.. Life.. Meaning.. OVER

*It was depresing to realize that I wasnt the heroine anymore, that my story over

*I was not allowed to think of him. That was something i tried to be strict about. Of course i slipped; I was only human. But i was getting better, and so the pain was something i could avoid for days at time now.

*Between pain and nothing, I'd choose nothing.

*Forbidden to remember, terrified to forget; It was a hard line to walk.

*As he never existed? That was insanity. It was promise that he could never keep, a promise that was broken as soon as he'd made it

*I wanted to be stupid and reckless and i wanted to break promises. Why stop at one?

*Did you know, that you're sort of beautiful?

Quotes by bella POV part I

*i stared because their faces, so different, so similar were all devatastingly, inhumanly beautiful.

*he was dangerous. He'd been trying to tell me that all along.

*His voice is like melting honey. I wondered what edward was doing now, and trying to imagine what he would be saying if he were here with me.

*Could the cullens be vampires? Well, they were something..

*when i thought of him, of his voice, his hypnotic eyes, the magnetic force of his personality, i wanted nothing more than to be with him right now.

*I turned and he was leaning toward me, his pale, glorious face just inches from mine. My heart stop beating.

*About three things i was absolutely positive. First, Edward was a vampire. Second, there was a part of him---and i didn't know how potent that part might be---that thirsted for my blood. And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.

*He grinned his crooked smile at me, stopping my breath and my heart.

*People are predictable. But you.. you never do what i expect. You always take me by surprise

*His cold touch on my skin never failed to make my heart thud erratically.

*Edward in the sunlight was shocking. I couldn't get used to it, though I'd been staring at him all afternoon. His skin white despite the faint flush from yesterday's hunting trip, literally sparkled, like thousand of tiny diamonds were embedded in the surface.

"and so the lion fell in love with the lamb.." *what a stupid lamb* "sick masochistic lion"

*He hesitated---Not in a normal way, the human way. Not the way a man might hesitate before he kissed a woman, to gauge her reaction, to see how he would be received. Perhaps he would hesitate to prolong the moment, that ideal moment of anticipation sometimes better than the kiss itself. Edward hesitated to test himself, to see if this was safe, to make sure he was still in control of his need. And then his cold, marble lips pressed very softly against mine.

*I love you. I always love you, no matter what happens now.

*I heard my favourite sound in the world:Edward's quite laugh, weak with relief

*You are my life. You're the only thing it would hurt me to lose

*I may not die now. But i'm going to die sometime. Every minute of the day, i get closer. And i'm going to get old.

*I'm betting on alice

*Like everything in life, i just had to decide what to do with what i was given

*His face was smooth, unreadable. but there was something wrong with his eyes---something he was trying very hard to hide. I felt a spasm of unease in my stomach

*I'd rather die than be with anyone but you.

*He smiled my crooked smile, and then he disappeared into the darkness

*I was halfway asleep, maybe more, when i realized what his kiss had reminded me of: last spring, when he'd had to leave to throw James off my trail, Edward had kissed me goodbye, not knowing when---or if---we would see each other again. This kiss had the same almost painful edge for some reason i couldn't imagine

*I always want you

*I had to keep moving. If i stopped looking for him, it was over. Love.. Life.. Meaning.. OVER

*It was depresing to realize that I wasnt the heroine anymore, that my story over

*I was not allowed to think of him. That was something i tried to be strict about. Of course i slipped; I was only human. But i was getting better, and so the pain was something i could avoid for days at time now.

*Between pain and nothing, I'd choose nothing.

*Forbidden to remember, terrified to forget; It was a hard line to walk.

*As he never existed? That was insanity. It was promise that he could never keep, a promise that was broken as soon as he'd made it

*I wanted to be stupid and reckless and i wanted to break promises. Why stop at one?

*Did you know, that you're sort of beautiful?

im back!

sorry, lama gak posting..
i've been so busy lately with the whole exams :(
padahal udah bnyk bgt yg pengen ditulis haha..

xoxo

im back!

sorry, lama gak posting..
i've been so busy lately with the whole exams :(
padahal udah bnyk bgt yg pengen ditulis haha..

xoxo