roleplay is (not really) fun

whoop whoop kaching!!
hello!


Back again!
I'm gonna tell you about my latest activity.


From sunday, i decided to making new facebook for roleplay.
Roleplay is we play as our favourite characters.

And because of my huge love of the twilight saga, i decide to roleplay as bella. Im not really love her much so i combined with alice for about 55-45.
And whoop.. Im making new one and i named her Anabella marie swan.
i described her look like kristen stewart a.k.a bella(its because i can get the picture for my roleplay easily). But she loves to party and her fashion style just like alice.. but her characteristic same as bella swan and me; clumsy, accident-prone and shy.. so i just make this characters perfect!

first day when i played, i felt very happy.
Second day, i felt bored
and then this day, i felt so bored than ever!

idk why this happen.. maybe its because i just making it when everyone making it for 1-2 months ago and now they already had chemistry. But the most annoying things that i cant adaptated very well so they just ignore me. i felt very sad :(
they even didn't write on my wall before i write on them, didn't tagging me a photo and notes.. And i don't had bf/fiancee/husband because it looks like no roleplayer guys are single now. poor me and it's very suck!! Looks like i don't belong there but roleplay is already taking my life now.. I don't even checked my real acc now.

*sigh* idk what to do. i just tried to fit in but it looks like i failed.. what should i do?